Hiya! My name is Lullaby/Arte!
I am an 19 year old autistic artist with BPD and ** physical and mental disabilities**, so please be patient if I am slow answering or understanding something.
I also belong to the **2SLGBTQ+ **community as I am an agender aroace-spec lesbian.
I use following pronouns:
It/Its (preferably)
She/Her (only select few people)
some neopronouns... (ask if you want them!)
I do refer to myself in 3rd person sometimes.


My art!

My art has always been a big part of my life as I have been actively doing art since I was 8 years old.I mainly post my art to Twitter, since I made a new Twitter account.
I also take commissions!
Note that these are still my old prices, will adjust them later.


Special Interest: Vocaloid!

As it is probably not hard to guess; my special interest is Vocaloid and Vocal Synths in general.
I am more focused on the entirety of Vocaloid though, as well as the Piaproloids (Miku, Rin, Len, Luka, Kaito, Meiko).
I am not a big fan of giving them canon personalities or traits however whenever I draw Miku she is generally 22 years old, Rin and Len are 20, Luka is 25 and KaiMei are in their late 30s to mid 40s. But I don't consider anything about them canon as it varies with art, song and content.


Hyperfixation:
Elsword!

My current hyperfixation is Elsword. This might change overtime but if I talk its probably about this if not Vocaloid-
I annoy everyone around me about this.


Character of comfort:
Kagamine Rin

Kagamine Rin has been my absolute comfort character since multiple years in a row now. My Rin usually has a small side ponytail and green eyes. I generally depict her as being a quiet but kind girl on top of her relationship with Miku. In my headcanons she is an agender ace-lesbian just like me because imo it suits her<3
Be careful when talking about this character towards me because many things can make me upset.


Do not interact if:

Just like most people I also have a DNI(if) list. Mine is generally a bit lose and has wiggle room but I would appreciate it to not, out of the blue, interact with me if it applies to you.• Queerphobic and racist aswell as generally rightwinged people.
• Antivax and covid deniers.
• Fake-claimers, systemscringe/fakedisordercringe/similar supporters. (Sorry I don't support harassment. /vsrs)
• Cishet-men over the age of 21 unless I know you or a friend of mine knows you.
• Generally anyone above the age of 26+
• Minors under the age of 16 for no reason, don't get your hopes up of us becoming friends.


Qna:

This is a small questions & answers to a few things about me:How can you be agender and a lesbian and be on the aroace-spec?
Being agender does not disqualify me as a lesbian. I have no gender, more so a lack, or void, where my gender should be. Lesbian applies the best as of now since I only tend to find girls and feminine representing individuals to be attractive. A better word for this would be Finromantic, however Lesbian is an Umbrella term and therefore fits better. I consider myself on the Ace-spectrum due to sexual trauma making sexual interaction hard and almost impossible. I am on the aro-spectrum due to my lack of understanding what "love" is. Where is the border between friendship, aesthetic attraction and a crush? I do not know. Understanding the concept of such intimacy isn't something I am capable of, yet I can find people attractive.
• Why are you using it/its pronouns? Isn't that dehumanizing?
First of, it/its are not dehumanizing and don't make something automatically devoid of life. First we need to understand; we use it/its for every day things like the ground, plants, animals and insects, which are all living things. We should consider that it/its is not devoid of life/humanity but is rather absolute neutrality. They/them being neutral is true, however it is much more in an ambiguous sense and personally that is what gives me very bad existential crisis when I try to use they/them. I use it/its because I see myself as an "it", an entity in this small world. Funnily and interestingly enough these pronouns also have a long history, I will take Scandinavian mythology as an example: "Odin and Loki encounter a "human-headed eagle". "Give me my share of the feast," it said, "and the meat shall presently be done". The creature is alive, sentient, and shares the appearance of a human - but it is referred to as "it" to indicate a lack of gender.". The creature is a breathing, living, thing. Yet it has been referred to as "it" in a non demeaning way. Same case would apply to me!
Why do you use neopronouns?
I personally use neopronouns because they are fun, thats it. They tend to give me my much needed serotonin boost every once in a while. Neopronouns also have a long history, the first set of proper ones dating back to the 1850s!
Do you support Xenogenders? If yes, why?
Yes I infact do support Xenogenders and even have a small hoard of them myself. I personally support them because as someone who is autistic I have a very weird relationship with my gender and trying to grasp the concept of what it is. I like to work with metaphors and symbolism instead; My gender feels like a femininely rosé tinted void. It has a spacey like feeling but as isolating as it seems; it is vast like the many stars out in space. Therefore I hoarded Gendervoid and Stargender as more personal labels to understand myself better. However towards others I use agender since that too fits it very well.